Since you left my brain is busy in search of ways for a distraction, maybe that's why it hasn't accepted any signals from the burning chest and the choking throat for an immediate action.
Here I am treating myself with therapeutic words, hoping for the discomfort to subside soon.
That last call you received was just to record your voice in my memory, one last time, as now that seems to be the only honest word you ever said to me.
The first one was rude- like the usual,
the second one showed slight concern- like I'd expected
& the third 'hello’ finally reflected your pain too.
There was so much I decided to say, so much that I wanted to change, me this time not you but like people say sometimes, when you finally find the right moment it's already too late.
So I stood still holding the storm inside and remained silent, like you always wanted. This time forever.
QOTD- Are you people wondering about the remaining 14 letters?
Stay tuned for more in the new series the “hibernation letters”.
Auldrin
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