HibernationLetters 29

In the past couple of days, I'd say “Life” happened to me!

Yes true.

A lot of things have changed. Some plans have changed. I on the other hand am the same, I guess so.

I've met so many different people telling me variety of stories or their experiences or how one fine day they realised to do what they are doing right now.

I met with my high-school biology teacher, who happens to be one of my favourite people.

For a while I thought meeting her would be a different feeling but I was wrong, we both started again from exactly where we left off 7 years ago. Ofcourse we came across our own ups and downs but we still share the same level of insanity.

I met someone ‘new’ too. Just for a couple of days only. Actually old only but I'm stating as 'new’ because now I really got to know the person, years ago we wouldn't have crossed each other's paths as we had completely separate worlds. We still do maybe that's why the meeting was for hardly any days.

My parents and I, nowadays have stepped into another level of discussion. Talking our hearts out, our perspectives, my future and what we really want to do.

I have been so busy, like literally busy with my own self, thinking about everything that happened to me just in a matter of two weeks, I'm awestruck!

I have taken upon new challenges which are scaring me a little but deep inside I am feeling nothing.

There's a void! No person, no thought, nothing is filling it up. It's just emptiness.

I'm eagerly awaiting for something which I have no clue about. It's confusing as well as strange, for I forgot I had a blog, another place to write some verses, I simply forgot I have quite a few readers waiting desperately to read what I surprise them with.

Honestly, is it normal?

Being so preoccupied that one forgets a totally different world that exists somewhere in between the crumpled pages of an old journal.

I am soon going to change the pattern of these hibernation letters because I am no more under hibernation.

My name means Earth but it's time to see the world outside this soil and come out as a tiny twig of any plant.

I'm just afraid not to be crushed by any random footsteps while I embark on this new journey.

P.S. I promise that I'll still be here, always & forever!

The rains are here as a blessing

so I am out of this hibernation

emerging out of the damp soil

in the form of a green incarnation…

Auldrin